Trust and Love

“We're never so vulnerable than when we trust someone - but paradoxically, if we cannot trust, neither can we find love or joy”

LDR or Long Distance Relationahip is not easy to keep and store. But, luckily for more than three years now I’ve been in this kind of relationship. I and my boyfriend have had a number of troubles and thanks goodness we were able deal with it.
For the couple days, I have been doing some stuff some which sometimes prevent me for being home early. And because of this I was not able to chat to my lalabs during our afternoon chat to me and morning with to him. As much as I don’t want to skip any of our chat as I know it is the way that we could bond and make each other feel that we love each other. But I admit there are times that I couldn’t make it no matter how I try to be home early.
And yesterday, was one of those time that I did not make it to be home in time for my chat to my lalabs. I know though I did let him know the reason why I can’t make it I know deep in side him he is having doubts. And I can’t blame him I guess.
Since we are in this kind of relationship “LDR” trust is our number weapon to make this relationship works. However , I though know that trust is not easy to earn more especially if you haven’t meet in person. How I wish we had our precious time together for I know things would be different then, maybe I will let him earn the trust that I deserve.
I and my lalabs is not fighting, but I feel we are not that good.. we did not chat since last night.. which make me feel worried and anxious.
To my lalabs, you know that I love you very very much. I maybe not the prefect girl you dream of but you know I am trying my best to the perfect girl for you. I maybe stubborn at time but it does not mean I love you less.